: This is for those I truely care about.

: Isn't it funny how the real world seems more important now?

: Well, Mille Bornes and Games.com are no longer a part of my life, and I am a better person because of it.

: I'm sorry to those whom I may hurt by doing this, but I am completely cutting myself free from Mille and/or anything or anyone associated with it. I have learned through therapy, that I must do this and should've done this a long time ago to move on.

: Thank you for the love and support over the past three years, mine has always been true. I couldn't have gotten through Cal's cancer without some of you, and am very thankful to you for being there for me.

: I have dreaded writing this. It hurts. I've thought about it, and I know I should have done this personally to some of you. I'm not, becauase I can't deal with the individual emotions. I met you here, therefore, I leave you here. I am not trying to make light of the situation or be ugly by saying that either.

: I don't know what else to say ,except, I won't return any responses. I'm sorry.

: My feelings in the past have not been false, but my feelings,. today, are tangeable.

: Love,
: Kammy aka blueberryfir

: Isn't it funny how the real world seems more important now?

: Well, Mille Bornes and Games.com are no longer a part of my life, and I am a better person because of it.

: I'm sorry to those whom I may hurt by doing this, but I am completely cutting myself free from Mille and/or anything or anyone associated with it. I have learned through therapy, that I must do this and should've done this a long time ago to move on.

: Thank you for the love and support over the past three years, mine has always been true. I couldn't have gotten through Cal's cancer without some of you, and am very thankful to you for being there for me.

: I have dreaded writing this. It hurts. I've thought about it, and I know I should have done this personally to some of you. I'm not, becauase I can't deal with the individual emotions. I met you here, therefore, I leave you here. I am not trying to make light of the situation or be ugly by saying that either.

: I don't know what else to say ,except, I won't return any responses. I'm sorry.

: My feelings in the past have not been false, but my feelings,. today, are tangeable.

: Love,
: Kammy aka blueberryfir

Wow, what a bombshell! I am very proud of your life changing for the better! I can agree with you that ever since Mille went down, I've been able to do so much more, and enjoy the "real" life outside of online gaming. You were one of the very first people that I have gotten to know while still a newbie on the site, oh just a few months...LOL...years ago. I sincerely wish you the best that life has to offer. I wish you all the happiness that you so much deserve. I wish you serenity and stability in each and everyday!
I'll miss the glucky's and all the chats that we have shared throughout the years. I really hope that by doing this and cutting yourself off from us, that you will find what you are looking for. I hope that if you do see me online at yahoo, that you drop me a hello. I'd enjoy to keep in touch, but also can understand what you must do in your life!

Take care, and I'll miss you, and you will always have a special place in my heart Kammy!

Paul aka Thumperguin (Since you don't like my fatherhitman name LOL!)

I was told you posted a message in the forum...honestly, I haven't read the forum in ages myself. I want you to know I'm proud of you and am proud to have known you...even if just online.

I do have to say this also... I think it's important that we all take stock here...we each have to do what is right for us in our lives. As much as the awesome people from Mille have supported me through what has been the toughest challenges in my life, I think it is important to be careful not to be swallowed up to the point where it is all consuming of our regular life. The potential is there, we have to be aware of this fact, and each of us must decide for ourselves, where balance should be for us.

Personally, I am so glad that I remain in touch with so many from Mille, that I don't want to lose... but I have to say, I think I have found balance since Mille has been gone, a balance that has brought me many gifts.

I wish you all the best blue girl, I understand and support your position. To everyone else from Mille....love you all and look forward to hearing from you on yahoo if I haven't in awhile.

Love Dawn

I love you dearly,
Alecia