well Jess, you took the words right out of my mouth, thank you.

I am surprised to see that my thread was deleted yesterday, this only confirms my suspicion that the admins only allow topics which don't put them in an awkward position.Is this called fair and honest if one is not allowed to post a thread that questioned the ability of a HTD? I thought this league has rules and members are asked to go by them but if certain admins and HTD's themselves do not go by them than why the hell do they penalize members for? Because they don't like a certain person? I wonder. Fair and honest to me means to be fair and honest, not being bias and certainly be able to admit that one made a wrong decission.

Hope everyone's doing well. Now to the topic... I just really don't understand how things operate here anymore...

I adore everyone at this league, and everyone may have their down times, but this league and everyone has been great to me! This league has been here for me when I've been happy, sad, bored, mad, but most of all it's made me feel like I'm part of a big family.

Then it came to the issue "whom cannot be named" or else this post will be deleted for "harrassment" so let's just name this person X. Everytime I or other players complain about X, there's always an excuse. But now it's come to a point where most of you guys just think that we hate X and just have something against X.

I don't hate X or anything, just that I'm human as well, things frustrate me when it happens over and over again. I've been frustrated by X so many times when I was both TD and a player. Some of you may think, well why complain? Just apply to be a TD and do things my way, but do you ever think why I don't want to be a TD anymore? It's because of X. I'm fed up of all that defend her. That we don't appreciate X and how much she pops? Some of us have been here from the beginning of when this league started...don't our feelings count? I've never complained about anything before and always let people have their way. But if the number of tourneys being popped is more important to you than our feelings, then I guess everything is so meaningless here.

Then you say that there is nothing in our league rules that says we penalize a player for ignoring another player, but is it right to do that as an htd? It's frustrating for us! It's like X has selective hearing and only chooses to reply to whomever X wants.

No more excuses that X has some problems. If she never had the ability then why give X the responsibility? I never wanted to say anything in public but it's frustrating how everything is always an excuse for X. What about us? We've been loyal to this league for years...but has anything ever been done...I don't think so...